le destin

 

 Paris June 2010

C'est la force et le droit qui règlent toutes choses dans le monde; la force en attendant le droit.

how do i feel sometimes

how do i feel sometimes,

요즘 어떻게 무슨 삶을 사는지 모르겠다.
가장 "평범"하다고 생각할수있는 생활에서 나온지 벌써 반년이 지낫고,
하는건 없는데 정말 바쁘게, 눈 깜빡할사이에 시간이 가버렷다..
how do i feel about this? dejected.
cold grey sky of winter times.



예전같지않아.
when something/one went missing, i found a new replacement.
when life seemed boring and bleak, i found amusements.
when life seemed to throw uncontrollable desperation, i found distractions.

but now i question myself, do i really want a distraction...
my plate seems full. do i really want something else to overcrowd it?

i dont know how i feel about this.
그냥 이렇게 시간은 가고..

undone

Ah me
Baby
Goddamn
I am
I can
Sing and
Hear me
Know me

If you want to destroy my sweater
Pull this thread as I walk away

Oh no
It go
It gone
Bye-Bye
Do I
I think
I sink
and I die

If you want to destroy my sweater
Pull this thread as I walk away
Watch me unravel i'll soon be naked
Lying on the floor, lying on the floor
I've come undone

winters

Montmartre 2010 from Basilique du Sacré-Cœur *click the picture


Won't you change the destiny of my life
And bring good weather to my late winters?
- Francois Mainard

Missing "You"

* Los Angeles, 2010

Literally missing the "you" in all sentences.
I miss "You"

take me home

i daydream a lot. after the recent europe trip, i am constantly daydreaming about london and paris. london i feel comfortable. paris i feel lovely. they are my fantasy land and i miss them like home.